I Need To Snap Out Of It

I have to apologize for not being very consistent with my blog postings here lately.  I’ve been going through a period of self loathing regarding my weight and my apparent lack of diabetes control as indicated by the results of my last a1c test.  If you’ll remember it was 7.5.

 

I probably should have come here to work out some of those feelings, but I’ve kept them guarded.  I tend to be an introverted person sometimes.  That’s probably part of my problem.

 

Personally, I have come to realize that many, many of my blood sugar spikes are from stress or emotions.  I’m finding it really hard to put a cap on that.  Knowing that is the cause and not having a sense of control over it only stresses me out more.

 

I’ve been throwing myself into doing things that I love, like my knitting, but I still don’t seem to pull my numbers down and keep them there.  I am so wrapped up in the knitting that I have my own website now, www.SherryCreates.com  and a blog called SherryCreates where I talk about knitting and other creative things.  It’s my way of making life more about being creative than diabetic.

 

I think I’ve been down on myself in general for far too long. 

 

If I’m going to manifest abundance in my life, I need to snap out of it.

I have to apologize for not being very consistent with my blog postings here lately.  I’ve been going through a period of self loathing regarding my weight and my apparent lack of diabetes control as indicated by the results of my last a1c test.  If you’ll remember it was 7.5.

 

I probably should have come here to work out some of those feelings, but I’ve kept them guarded.  I tend to be an introverted person sometimes.  That’s probably part of my problem.

 

Personally, I have come to realize that many, many of my blood sugar spikes are from stress or emotions.  I’m finding it really hard to put a cap on that.  Knowing that is the cause and not having a sense of control over it only stresses me out more.

 

I’ve been throwing myself into doing things that I love, like my knitting, but I still don’t seem to pull my numbers down and keep them there.  I am so wrapped up in the knitting that I have my own website now, www.SherryCreates.com  and a blog called SherryCreates where I talk about knitting and other creative things.  It’s my way of making life more about being creative than diabetic.

 

I think I’ve been down on myself in general for far too long. 

 

If I’m going to manifest abundance in my life, I need to snap out of it.