I'm feeling overwhelmed today. I'm welling with anxiety. I haven't had that feeling in months, but my goodness, is it upon me today.
I put a lot of pressure upon myself to get this diabetes situation down to an efficient process. I did really well for the first year or so, but now it seems like I've lost my touch. My thyroid has stopped working and I'm sure that's part of the mix. I'm also edging closer to menopause and I know my monthly menstrual cycle is creating hormone fluctuations that my blood sugar decides to run away with.
Frustration is abounding for me. Don't you have days or weeks like that too?
I want to take my pills, eat reasonably, do a little exercise and live a normal life. That's what I want. What I get is having to obsess about how every decision I make is going to affect my diabetic condition.
It gets so tiresome.
It wears me down.
It makes me weepy.
It wrestles me to the ground and wants me to give up.
I know it's important not to give up even though I feel like it sometimes. My quality of life in the future is surely going to be determined by how I take care of myself today. There are days I wish I could wake up and find it had all been a bad dream.
My frustration is overflowing today. Maybe writing about it will help to relieve it.
Thanks for reading.
Sherry
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